I've been swamped, and slightly over confident. It's funny how much we depend on the people around us for our own self worth. Scratch that. Nor funny. Horrid. My highs are high, and my lows are low. All I can do now is to push through.
I need to find more stable people to be around. Hopefully the stability will reflect in me too. High school is full of instability and unnecessary drama.
It's strange that it is this way. Dependability is so scarce. We are all humans. Should we not be together in a group and relish all of us as individuals?
I'm reading Three Day Road by Joseph Boyden and I'm finding some unfortunate parallels to my own life. Competition should bring out the best in all the competitors. But it's the way other people see it that ruin everything.
Their ignorant outside view makes judgements and bias'. And bring two friends of competing success into two rivals of competing worth. Horrid.
And who gives us worth? Not ourselves.
Unless you can...
Refining Life
~ASKalburgi
~ASKalburgi